Fast Asleep Where I Keep My Memories

September 3rd, 2010 § 0 comments

I can’t be arsed to do things that I have no real interest in. I’m sure I’m not the first, nor the last to say this. I just can’t find myself putting my heart into something that I find trivial (which is a very subjective thing), and I suppose if I think it’s not worth doing right, I don’t do it right. Take photography, for instance. I really have a strong interest in it, so if I have an assignment or job relating to it, I would pour my heart and soul into trying to get it done properly. I mean, I am by no means perfect when it comes to taking pictures, but I think I did pretty good in my past jobs/assignments.

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I really loved this part of my life

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Taken back in Jan 09 with my Ericsson

Then there is this, I don’t know, learning how to operate something, to show competency in, using a camera, say. I mean, yeah, I know we have to show that we know how to use the thing, but I can’t put much effort into it, just because. I don’t even feel the need to impress. There’s no real point to it, and I mean, it’s just something that I have no interest in. Editing videos, or even shooting videos that have some sort of meaning, now that’s a different story. This is an example, by the way. I’m just venting, and this is the only example I can find that I can use.

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Shit I have to do

Sometimes I just wish I could drop everything and just do what I want, but the world isn’t like that, so I guess I have to slog it out for another year. Meh.

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