Everyday at 10 o’clock in the Evening

September 29th, 2010 § 0 comments § permalink

Let me step out of my shell
I’m wrapped in sheets of milky winter disorder
Let me feel the air again, the talk of friends
The mind of someone my equal

I Want the World to Stop – Belle & Sebastian


Sometimes I wish I was as ignorant as some people I know. They live happy lives, they have less to worry about, they don’t trouble themselves with thoughts that do not have any significance in their day to day lives. Going on living without the knowledge of something seems like a terribly good idea, especially if knowing something makes life more miserable. I’m not happy, but I’m also not unhappy. I’m sort of stuck in a limbo of routine and mediocrity.

Wish I could just live and be happy, and not care about many things.
Wish I could turn off my brain for a bit.
Wish I could actually do what I’m supposed to do.
Wish I didn’t know so much.

Is ignorance really bliss?

Lights and Music

September 18th, 2010 § 0 comments § permalink

One of my group assignments. Four people in our group. Supposed to be a lighting exercise. It was an interesting experience.

Edit: Here’s the coloured version, with credits.

Edited by yours truly.

Hector Was the First of the Gang

September 17th, 2010 § 0 comments § permalink

I’ve been very, very busy. And will be for the next few weeks or so, if I’m lucky. If I’m not, then it’s months.



Fast Asleep Where I Keep My Memories

September 3rd, 2010 § 0 comments § permalink

I can’t be arsed to do things that I have no real interest in. I’m sure I’m not the first, nor the last to say this. I just can’t find myself putting my heart into something that I find trivial (which is a very subjective thing), and I suppose if I think it’s not worth doing right, I don’t do it right. Take photography, for instance. I really have a strong interest in it, so if I have an assignment or job relating to it, I would pour my heart and soul into trying to get it done properly. I mean, I am by no means perfect when it comes to taking pictures, but I think I did pretty good in my past jobs/assignments.


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I really loved this part of my life

Taken back in Jan 09 with my Ericsson

Then there is this, I don’t know, learning how to operate something, to show competency in, using a camera, say. I mean, yeah, I know we have to show that we know how to use the thing, but I can’t put much effort into it, just because. I don’t even feel the need to impress. There’s no real point to it, and I mean, it’s just something that I have no interest in. Editing videos, or even shooting videos that have some sort of meaning, now that’s a different story. This is an example, by the way. I’m just venting, and this is the only example I can find that I can use.

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Shit I have to do

Sometimes I just wish I could drop everything and just do what I want, but the world isn’t like that, so I guess I have to slog it out for another year. Meh.


September 2nd, 2010 § 0 comments § permalink

Who’d have thought it would be so hard to find such a simple pair of sunglasses? Went through the city, finally finding this pair at HAL in Mt. Lawely.


I want more. Damn.